read this one very carefully lol...and i apologize for the length....it should have been longer but the day i wrote it i was at work and well lol...it felt like it was never going to end so i had to stop it where i did...but read all of it or it won't make sens...oh and know a little math lol....anayways enjoy



life and dreams of kings and queens (meen median mode)

hwo many times have i been down this road
this road of kings and queens
of life and drearms
twice
what does that mean
iit seems
im going to explain
maybe
by extraordinary meens
to get to the middle
the medean of the road
or just find the middle of the mode
so if we divide two by two
we find out that joy is not the name of the ode
even when we lived together in
an humble abode
or when we're shipping and receiving
and distance is the load
lesson
continue on from one
and try to find a better approach
don't be afraid when you reach to two
she'll love you too
love you through
thick and thin
trials and tribulations
even knowing all your sins
until the story reversed to one again
and you don't even have a friend
lesson
continue on again
asking when will it end
one wasn't for real
two was just pretend
neither can find a reason
so i wake up and realised
i dreamt it all again
wondering if i'm now part of the group
"all we-men"
so called by all wo-men
who feel insecure
and always say
"you never gave me anything"
but I never remember being asked in the end
lesson
here we are again
and i'm just wondering
if i should call one a friend
or call both the two holding of the hands
one came close to the equivelant of a ring
the other extended family
conciously putting her in my tree
without having to plant a seed in she
i smile because that's so literal...it was exactly
like that
obligation defined antics of the first
that made my skepticism worst
until two said to me
"to be
and I won't be fritened at what
i see"
and i'm left holding air
i love her i swear
it hurts and i care
lessons
have all been a blessin
and never after i find middle
ground the middle sounds
one sided
and i've prided myself on knowing
the difference
voices have denied
smoe have never replied
i tried
if i could i cried
would never have denied
but i couldn't
be moving along
further up the road and i'm understanding
the median of mode
in which all this happened
with unexplainable reasons
some
made up leading to future
bad decisions
treasons
against the people's republic
i'm thinking when
i make this...
thought ended
new one begins
love's eternal but is a empty house
when no one remains
and that took me time to understand
aboutthe time it took me to write
thes refrains
my whole life
been wanting a whole life a whole wife
and times of kings and queens
will forever last
my forever past
was ended yesteredays
pass times
and even after i know this
i'm reluctantly free to be me
i told you
it was one sided
there was something about two
that was balanced
so the scales were tipped
and this was real
and i wasn't lied to or properly
tricked
and in no way did it make me sick
and their's someone in the
home
andnow i get it the middle
the question
am i fed up with the silence
should i leave it all alone
knowing in the times of kings
and queens i lived these dreams
it seems
with my hand on the door
the only way to understand
the ins and outs is to average
it out
and let it be three divided
by two...
...im trying to and im still not free...
...of hte love i have for she...
or the love she has for me
lesson
dellusions
is what i have to tell myself
going down this road of kings and queens
i've seen many things
including
my life matching her dreams
now what am i looking forward to
to what am i leaving behind
i wrote it down already one time...one time...but
i still don't know the whole divided
by all of what i mean....meen i
mean my feet are fine...seen

[BlueSerenity]

my usual approach to reading your poetry is to go for the feel not just the words… so I would not just read what’s woven from line to line but also look for what’s in between them…but I decided that this time I would just read it straight just enjoy the poem for what it was...and it was like standing in front of someone’s house admiring the design, the structure, loving the color combination smiling to yourself and saying I like that… BUT as u getting ready to turn away u catch a glimpse of the owner in the bedroom window and you blush for a sec because you not sure if the person wanted you to actually see them…lol…I will say this much…there was so much in this poem that if feels like it wasn’t written at once…like verses were written in the mind then left there and time passed and then another verse and so on..so in fact by the time it was actually put on paper it wasn’t a new poem..but one that has been around for a long time…beautifully done...

[silence]

lol so you saw the person in the window eh lol...you're right though the thought process was over time...this one was one of those that wrote itself...the only part that was "new" was the part after new thought...i sat for a while trying to end it lol...because it just wouldn't stop...and after thinking and re-reading...it's almost as if i figured something out...tell you the truth it was supposed to end at the part "i figured otu the question" but then that just brought more to write....lol...but yeh you saw the person in the window...i didn't realise the person was so transperant lol...but couldn't have dimmed it anymore...wouldn't be the same thing...as always...lol...welcome the insight

[Shana B]

.....wow..... and yea dude its long but a god read

[BlueSerenity]

Originally Posted by silence

lol so you saw the person in the window eh lol...you're right though the thought process was over time...this one was one of those that wrote itself...the only part that was "new" was the part after new thought...i sat for a while trying to end it lol...because it just wouldn't stop...and after thinking and re-reading...it's almost as if i figured something out...tell you the truth it was supposed to end at the part "i figured otu the question" but then that just brought more to write....lol...but yeh you saw the person in the window...i didn't realise the person was so transperant lol...but couldn't have dimmed it anymore...wouldn't be the same thing...as always...lol...welcome the insight

lol..u should have known that once you figured out the question then you would want to keep going til u found an answer..lol...but dont worry about the lenght luv as long as you get the whole thought down to the point of you being satisfied then thats what it is...
but yeh sometimes when you dont allow certain "colors" to come through it changes the entire look lol...
and u know i enjoy reading your stuff so keep them coming...