I hate her

#1 **I hate her**

I hate her
this person she has become
so unlike the woman i aspired to be
i remember days gone by days gone by when i wanted to be jus like her but who is this?
This woman who cant let go
she might have been a little possessive
but this is not the woman i know
now shes just plain obsessive
who is she?
Two peas in a pod
could it have been a facade
if i could be half the woman she was id be glad
the woman i wanted to be isnt she
confident
ambitious
intelligent
how could this be
still i cant imagine where she went
she who i aspired to be
that self possessed girl she was me
i was her
that obsessed girl in the mirror i see
i hate her
yes she is me
***Shana B***
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BlueSerenity · BlueSerenity

whoever she is.. this woman seems to have the battle half won already...she seems to have a clear and honest awareness of who she is and who she is trying to become even when they get crossed..so now it becomes about finding ways to fulfill the "trying to become" part...sometimes its about small steps and making use of whats available...in a football analogy it would be taking advantage of the short yardage when the defense has everyone deep covered and doesnt allow u a big play....that the best i can come up with...football on my mind..

....good job shana...as usual girl..keep them coming...

Shana B · Shana B

Thanks.... tho i am clueless as far as football is concerned
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silence · silence

blue said it already...im always a fan of introspective poetry especially when it answers the question....

#1 I hate her
	: 10-24-2009, 12:18 PM		About Me
	Posted By : Shana B	Rating: None
I hate her this person she has become so unlike the woman i aspired to be i remember days gone by days gone by when i wanted to be jus like her but who is this? This woman who cant let go she might have been a little possessive but this is not the woman i know now shes just plain obsessive who is she? Two peas in a pod could it have been a facade if i could be half the woman she was id be glad the woman i wanted to be isnt she confident ambitious intelligent how could this be still i cant imagine where she went she who i aspired to be that self possessed girl she was me i was her that obsessed girl in the mirror i see i hate her yes she is me *Shana B* ____________________ Wirelessly Posted (ZTE-C78/1.0 SMIT-Browser/2.0.0)			Advertisement:

BlueSerenity	post #2 10-28-2009, 03:21 PM
Lyrical Join Date: Oct 2005 Location: Dhaz Posts: 18,953 Dhaz Dollarz: 1,620,853,311.39 Gifts: 64	whoever she is.. this woman seems to have the battle half won already...she seems to have a clear and honest awareness of who she is and who she is trying to become even when they get crossed..so now it becomes about finding ways to fulfill the "trying to become" part...sometimes its about small steps and making use of whats available...in a football analogy it would be taking advantage of the short yardage when the defense has everyone deep covered and doesnt allow u a big play....that the best i can come up with...football on my mind......good job shana...as usual girl..keep them coming...

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Shana B	post #3 10-28-2009, 05:56 PM
Dhaz Lone Ranger Join Date: Jul 2006 Location: In My Own Lil Worl Posts: 13,980 Dhaz Dollarz: 47,073.00 Gifts: 39	Thanks.... tho i am clueless as far as football is concerned ____________________ Wirelessly Posted (ZTE-C78/1.0 SMIT-Browser/2.0.0)

silence	post #4 11-16-2009, 03:08 AM
Dhaz Addict Join Date: Dec 2004 Location: none of your business unless i tell you Posts: 3,253 Dhaz Dollarz: 5,225,503.00 Gifts: 6	blue said it already...im always a fan of introspective poetry especially when it answers the question....