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Calling Red
Calling Red for an addiction. . . Sometimes I find myself wondering if I tell you that I love you enough. I know that I don't necessarily "express myself" well and I take you knowing shit as a given, even if I don't actually say it. So I'm wondering if I should say it now? Sometimes I find myself wondering if you might think I'm wierd if I call you and tell you that sometimes I pull sweaters out of your drawer just to remember how you smell when you aren't around. And I find myself wondering if you might think me even more pathetic if I called you at work and told you that sometimes, the day after you sleep over I pull the sheets off my bed and walk around my house draped in em. So I'm wondering if I should say it now? Sometimes I find myself wondering if you might think I'm weak if I called you on my lunch break just to tell you that after the first time that we made love, I cried like a baby after you fell asleep because that shit felt so good. And I find myself wondering if you might think I'm just all kinda fucked up if I called you at your girl's house and told you that during our very first date when I said that I left my phone in the car, I really just went outside to call my Mama and told her that I think I just met my wife. So I'm wondering if I should say it NOW ? Sometimes I find myself wondering if you might think I'm annoying if I just called you every damn day. I f I just blew up your voicemail like it was mine, constantly, just to see if you were feeling fine and to make sure that you didn't need anything from anybody and if you did I was the first, second and third person that you called. And I find myself wondering if you might think I'm just a nut if I called you from Chicago and told you that I got up and stepped with your Granmother at your family reunion, that you didn't even attend. So I'm wondering if maybe. . . just maybe. . . I should stop wondering so damn much. . . and just say that i love You. Its anothaaaaaa Sleepy Production
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