Originally Posted by BlueSerenity
hang in there monte, this is a great loss for you so allow yourself to grieve for your dad...just dont let it to overwhelm you...make yourself focus on your good memories of his life..things that made you smile so that the weight on your heart can lighten just a bit and you start celebrating his life with you...
i lost someone very close to me just a few wks ago and there are still times when i find myself laughing and crying at the same time remembering some smartass thing she said..lol. ive found that the more i concentrate on her life the easier it gets....i pray that eventually it will be the same for you...
thanks bluey....and sorry about your loss as well....
thats what i'm trying to do still, focus on the good memories, one thing tho, i'm so afraid of going home to that day, the fact that i'm so numb now, not really feeling, i've never react to losing someone like this b 4...not even my grandma and i was extremely close to her.....but i read in a book that its normal to feel like this.